sadness and also jealousy?

i’m feeling real upset today and this time i’m bitter about it. you guys know those tweets where women are like “i don’t take painkillers on my period, not even paracetamol! i like to see how long i can go without them” etc. they never used to bother me much but recently i’ve been feeling an insane amount of jealousy over it. like oh that must be nice. i don’t even have that option because the pain is so debilitating. it’s the same thing i feel when i watch pad/tampon adverts. pls does anyone relate or am i being TOO sensitive